Relief!

So tomorrow I have the entire day off. relieved from school AND work--haghh haghh haghh (in my best french laugh). I'm thinking....Frisco? :D YaYaYa!

I love spending the entire day there. taking my normal route and then wandering aimlessly. yes!

my cameras broken tho, so anybody that wants to join me in the festivities of fresh sea air better have one.

I was thinking the past few weeks about myself. vain, right? but not in that kind of conceit. more of the fact that who I am and where I am going. I am literally flying. I'm looking back at the past 3 years and realizing that that "rut" I thought I could never get out of is overcome. I'm finally pursuing a career, that I am infatuated with. I'm raising a beautiful little one year old. and I'm working full time. no more bullshit dude. I've found myself again, its amazing! no doubt. i don't feel like I'm walking around trying to be perfect, with a fake facade. I say what I want do what I want with no regrets. and when I fuck up I admit it and move on only using it to better myself in the long run. I love nice things, I have nice things, and I want nicer things, that's my incentive, and I want ava to partake in all of my glory. I take a lot of pride in all of the accomplishments I've achieved the past two years. I've done it all by myself, through god himself. all the good all the bad, its been worth it because its shaped me for who I am RIGHT NOW and that's all that matters. this is me and I love me, more than I ever have my whole life.