Hey there Nation!

On a sunny note, Hi there Miami! I am going in August and its FOR SURE. Stokeddddddddd!! xD

Las Vegas for my 22nd this year, and this time, we are going to do it RIGHT :D

Then when I graduate Paul Mitchell we are going on a family trip to Hawaii, I haven't been there since three, my family deprives me of my real roots! ahsdgakdjffad!

I love traveling hopping from airport to airport makes you feel all superior :D I absolutely positively love it.

As far as life, I am so into it right now. Everything is going smoothly, a little behind in school but I am almost done and I couldn't be anymore excited. Checked out apartments and I actually found a cute 2 bedroom HOME not APT in West Hollywood for 1395/mo. Thats not bad at all, I get a yard and garage? How sweet is that? If its still available. I'm still juggling whether or not I should endure another year here just to save like 20G to ensure comfortable living 

out there, but I am so impulsive and I really just want to get out now. Some one inject some 'being practical' in my veins I get overly excited about things and don't realize bad ideas until after I've made them happen.

Mom said she pictures me in a Lexus not a Mercedes, so the first car I buy MYSELF will probably be  this one: 

All black on 20's not 22's I am not Hood thank you.  Isn't it adorable? Ava and I are going to be so well off. I'm so excited. And if I happen to have a companion thats double the income I am picturing myself living off of which is a million times better.

Dear Marissa's life and plans, I LOVE YOU. Love, Yourself :)

Plastic

Cheers to every female who demeans themselves from a woman to a girl by being fake. I never really understood how plastic and catty girls can be, I suppose being selfish gets you there? 

To be honest, one would be better off telling me, 'You know hey look, I'm just putting up this facade that I like you just to dish out your life's business to those who don't like you'....because quite honestly you'd get a whole lot farther being 100 with me doing that than me figuring out the easy little jigsaw puzzle you hand over. Why, NO I'm not talking shit I'm just calling it how I see it. Like Jordan says, 'Tell it like it is" and that ladies and gentlemen is how it us. Good luck trying to use that horrible quality in life because it will have you on that stairmaster for minutes on end.

As far as ex-friends who were down but chose to befriend enemies and dish out confidential things, realize that they are no longer a part of my life for obvious reasons. I can't have luke warm friends. I graduated in 2005 that is 4 years ago and I'm a MOTHER for gods sakes, what do I look like raising a bad ass two year old trying to juggle friends who were never really friends in the first place?

Just a rant, I talked to an old 'enemy'/ newfound friend last night, its so ironic that she's more real than most of my old friends ever were, and to think at once we loathed eachothers' lives! and it kind of opened my eyes to how plastic girls are, not even worth using the word plastic, more like latex. The kind you throw away when after usage if you know what I mean.

Hello there, good looking :)

Hello readers, you haven't missed me much, but that is only because I haven't missed you ;)

Is anybody else mind boggled that its May already? That means June is in 30 less days. What the crap! This summer is going to be wonderful I can't wait. New York might still be on, then Disneyland, Las Vegas again , and last but not least Hawaii :) But to start off, I will be roaming around and doing some salon hunting in Los Angeles as well as apartment finding! You didn't think I was really going to, huh? You can take your foot out of your mouth now, the coast is clear :)

Everyone hates the rain, but I find rain very refreshing, plus we need it otherwise we will face a drought and all you jackasses will complain about your hair being effed up all the time. My favorite thing is waking up to the sound of rain. And I actually don't yearn for a man by my side when it does! 

As forward focused and hopeful that I am I've realized to let things just be. Everything happens for a reason and I have finally allowed myself to sit back and just let those who don't change, don't change. Karma is a worldwide epidemic, and in due time everybody will harvest the rewards or the burdens they reaped themselves.

TSS? Again. I know, I'll be off by June, and no, that isnt toxic shock syndrome its the term we use at school when we are on probation. Lol, I missed it by that much. 

I can't believe I'm graduating in a few months, I've been son dedicated and I actually do work hard when I want to. Nervous about being in the industry because bitches are ruthless and I have never been one to be overly confident and assertive, I think that being nice gets you in way better places, even if it takes time. I just hope to get my foot in where I want because there are so many things I still want to do.

Coco is getting huge. She's 95% in height and shes so tall that it makes her underweight? Lol. I feel bad shes gonna be 5'9 and super thin, maybe a supermodel? I can do her hair and make-up. She is so rambunctious and outspoken and she sings all day and talks all day, I can't fathom that she was in my stomach just 18 months ago, just chillin and stuff. Besides her being the sunshine in my life, my favorite moments are the ones where she makes everyone around her smile. I think that redeems my job as a mother. I like being a Mom, it forces the selfishness out of you.

Okay Bloggies, I will be back later then sooner, just felt like rambling :)

Relieved.

The killers: "When we were Young"

what I'm listening to right now :) and its on my myspace, although I am playing Tug of war with Jason Mraz's acoustic version of "You and I Both"

I LOVE GUITAR. Electric, Acoustic, whatever it may be. Throw in some piano and I am yours for keeps.

So Ive realized that when you always have a positive attitude even when you are in a situation you don't want to be in, that it makes things THAT much better.

I said today was going to be a good day the second that vitamin D hit my skin in the morning and stayed positive all the way through work and voila! AMAZING ass day.

Went to the opening of JACKS URBAN eats today with Lola and Staysh. It was sooo good even though I had Chicken Parm. like literally an hour before we went. And it sounds sooo good now coz I didn't eat anything for dinner tonight at school, I was busy...well kinda. But I am too lazy to go make something so I'll eat a huge breakfast tomorrow.

So what I was ranting about earlier about the friend from school. After 4 months we finally spoke. Miscommunication I guess? I think its more than that but I'm not going to look into it. I was turning the corner and as usual he happens to be the only person in the breakroom. Guhhhreaaat. Avoid. As usual on my part. Anyways he says "Marissa" and I turn and he said come here for a sec...anyways. long story short, he says its getting too weird and that he thought I was mad at him.... he said "Are you mad at me?" ummmmmmmmmmmm FOUR MONTHS WITHOUT A WORD later. Of course I am now! And i still am! kinda. well honestly I am the type of person to just leave it alone when its someone that is real and that that "real" is reciprocated, we've never lied about anything to eachother coz it is what it is , whats there to lie about? But whatev, I'm glad we are cool again, we are actually very good friends well I think so, and I really missed us being cool at school coz I ABSOLUTELY HATE TENSION. and ya hes a cool ass FRIEND and thats IT. for all you "wonder-ers". things are back to normal and now I dont have to mug his way any more. i swear im not a bitch. swear.

speaking of wonderers. good god I hate that if anybody hears I am talking to a dude that we are "talking" or "intimate" isnt that annoying? like fuck, I can't have guy friends? what the fuck ever,I'm sooooo not into dating right now, i don't have the time, and that is the honest to god truth, when i do have extra time i am sleeping. can't waste a minute coz i never get any sleep :( wiped the fuck out.

Jules is going to Korea tomorrow to be with chris. shes all in love and shit. he takes good care of her and i approve. just praying her flight will go well and that she is safe. im stoked for her tho, its about time she got treated like the queen she is after that DOUCHEBAG she first fell for did her dirtier than a hoe in a alley. 

okay well i am soooo tired. I'm out for the count. xoxoxox.

whatchu want? baby I got ittttt

"YOU CAN'T TREAT PEOPLE LIKE SHIT AND EXPECT TO BE TREATED LIKE A KING"

One of the things my best friend Juliette says that sticks with me. She's right. I'm not being nice anymore. Just send me my checks we will be MORE than happy to take 50% of your earnings.

another thing she's said is "Everything will fall into place" referring to me graduating and the big move. I get stressed out precalculating the bills of rent, utility, and daycare. But she says don't think about it just save.

horrid news; my wisdom teeth are making they're debut. The past few weeks I've been feeling like shit and I keep thinking its a bug but no put all the symptoms together and I'm teething! sucky mc suckster. ya, and on top I don't have insurance right now so I'm literally fucked up my ass. my jaw is swelling up and its terrible.

I've got red marks all over me from ink working yesterday. egh. battlewounds as I call it :)

well I'm off , thought I would blog this morning bcoz I'm gonna have a busy day I'm on walk in and I have a lady coming in around 8 so I'm double booked today. if I'm still standing by the end of the night, hallelujah. but on the bright side its free dree down day :) u kno I'm gonna shit on everyone ;)

kjkljj

LOOK its me as an incredible! Cooool. ahaha. so im exhaused. bad in school right now. i HATE that he is around me everywhere. what the fuck geeze, if you dont like me stay away from me, shit avoid me duh! but no he stays in my face all the time like a damn mute! so annoying.

im still trying to figure out my macbook the language is so diff from pcs i am good at figuring shit out but for once my mind is boggled. i wanna learn morreeeeee.

i wish i had more time for everyone. i talked to ashley today and i know we are a little diff now but we used to be connected at the hip and i just miss the way we were. we told eachother everything and i still can now coz shes so unbiased and vice versa. anyways if i havent kept in touch with anyone here i am sorry im just so busy i havent got a second to spare and if i do im sleeping. :( ughhhh im wiped out and the week has just begun for me. stacia here is such a relief ive missed her company so much even tho all we do is eat out and spend money.

and too bad my learning leader jen caught me up downtown monday when i called in sick at school. shes all ya you were walking past my boos studio all smiley and stuff you were not sick! lol i still cant believe she ratted me out shes a homie one of the ones i actually like, but oh well, i guess you gotta do your job , whateva. k im out ava awaits me :_)

eh hemmm.

FUCK COREY THE WHOREYS BLOG!

he's just super jealous coz when I move to la before he does I'm gonna hook up with rob pattinson. so neener neener neener in yo faceeeee.